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Wednesday, 21 May 2008

  • As happy as I am for those 2 for winning I can't help but feel unsatisfied.
    Especially when she broke down right when we ran outside to hear the annoncement.
    I didn't realize i had wanted it that much. I know i said, no matter who is chosen, we'll support them.
    Yeah we will but you just can't help but feel the other way.
    And i don't think she cried because It's not the fact that she lost, and i dont think i'm :"bitter" on the inside that i lost. It's more the fact that they won. Lol if that makes sense.
    Bt like i said, we're all still going to support one another. It'll jsut be fake smiles for a while from me. I'm good at pretending. so it's all good. Yes, it's sort of like backstabbing but not lol cuz yeah...aiyuh...grad committeee up next -.-" I need time to recahrge

Wednesday, 07 May 2008

  • Mini Camp 2008
    It was so chill and simple compared to the other years.
    My activity gorup got chopped up and rearranged so much >.< I was left only with hongrr and silao.
    Which was a relief. The rest of my group was switched. Apprently the teacher got mad because we didn't have all the grades in some of the groups...It wasn't my fault when everyone wanted to move around and get what they want then in the end my gorup is the one to get torn apart -.-"
    Eh anyways, i adapted sort of. lol
    First day...bus and ferry ride. Freaking out aoubt our skit/song performence for the talent show. remixxed version of arthur and touch my body; Finish my homework. I honestly have to say that the only person who i can work with without worrying is jen. We think along the same wavelenght. lmao
    Anyways, we arrived at Camp Sunrise and it was right next to the ferries...so i was like ...err... thats lame. But the camp was pretty nifty. Our cabin was the oldest looking one. lmao um dunring meal time we battled it out mini style, answering trvia question aobut math sci sociala and eng to see who got to go up to get their food first >.>" Newburnswick is the only bilingual province in canada i learned =o lol
    My activity schedule was pretty awesome. I rigged that. Durning free time, basically played soccer the whole time. WooOooh Got 3 goals =D Assists from JLum, JTo and a final amazing assist from Dk. Playing with people who know how to pass and actually tries ups everyones game. If only it was like that on the soccer team...Especially when they're guys/ They just bring more energy and competitivness to the game.
    The alumnis were great, awesome performecne at the talent show; guitar, rapping, singing.... They just never seem to run out of ideas. The gr 11 guys were hilarious lmao In the jungle the mighty jungle... that was impressive =o
    And skit time...well it was basically bryan, josh aNd i who thought of the idea with a little help from vinay. Teacher vs Studnet olympic. Yoga Challenge: Tsui vs Randy. Lmao the high heel pose + The Kick Pose xD It wasn't the best but considering all the other gorups who made Chinese stereotypes, we did something else.
    Hmmm...I'm a pro marshmallow roaster now. lol and I fail at throwing frisbees. Drama games w/ dolgin was actually pretty fun. Lmao >.>" And mah jong till 2:00 the final night...I need to study for my bio test. asdjfhklajsda
    oh yeah and i know how to play that doy,mah,suph,zoomh, hoy game. lol but my reflexes are way too slow...G2G lol "The final challenge is decipher this msn lingo"
    edit:
    I spent most of my time at camp with hongrr, if i wasn't playing vball or soccer or mahjong. I get along with everyone in mini but they all have their little group of big gourp of friends that they're always with. And I don't like being part of those groups/cliques? especially when they're girls...I find it more easygoing when you're with guys. There's less pressure to be someone your not. It's just easier to hang out with guys oddly enough. I don't like how when you talk to most girls you can tell they're thinkign or judging you...is that just me >.>"
    And i know this isn't a good thing but i'm going to find going back to school and dealign with reg's hard. I'm messed up >.<

Monday, 07 April 2008

  • That was fun guys. wooooo!
    Haha, you guys are hilarious.
    "What are you guys doing?!"
    *Arshana and elyse trys to hide behind the changing room doors*
    "We feel out of place..."
    LOl. Ah, good times.
    Day 1 of the great adventures of AAE! to the gym.
    We didn't do anything intense and our lady trainer was really chill...Just how Elyse liked it. lol
    Arshana and i on the other hand: "I wouldn't mind a guy trainer..."
    Having connections help a ton. wooo,
    strangely i love that place.
    groundworkathletics<3
    (I think having a cute trainer there helps too...ehehe)

Monday, 10 March 2008

  • woweee, whatta awesome 60 min of queasy feelings and  sweat.
    I have a good feeling about this years soccer team <3
    Woohoo, Hughes is our coach (part time?) And yeah, even though he isn't usually one, he sure knows how to get us focused in that small amount of time. Practice would've usually dragged on...and we would've fooled around. But oh no, not today.
    We'll make this year the best yet, you'll see. Yeah, thats right, you west side/ private school teams :P

Tuesday, 26 February 2008

  • Argh...
    I still remember what he said, just barely.
    Something that went like,
    "At the end of the day, for people like us, the only thing that matters is our grades. Our moods all depend on that..."
    As nerdy and lame as it sounds,
    You know it's true.
    And it hurts to see where i am now...
    sry, if i'm acting rude and moody...
    I can't bear to talk to you and pretend everything is all right,
    knowing i disappointed you guys...
    Disappointed myself.
    You guys don't understand, it's like an internal battle.
    I want your praise...
    But when i get it, i brush it off cause it feels like nothing was accomplsihed.
    There's still people better...

    The only thing that helps is rugby practice, soccer in general and the after effects of running...-.-"

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